2005-03-29
Treading The Edge...

I've got to quit this. I'm so exhausted, so stressed, so worried, so paranoid, so hypersensitive, that I let the tiniest things set me off. Absolute nothings send me reeling like a spinning top.

The pressure's building. If I'm not careful, I'm going to snap.

This is the exact same thing that happened to me when I was starting high school and consequently had to drop out. The exact same thing.

This shouldn't be happening again. I shouldn't let this happen again. I have to learn to handle stress. I have to. This is entirely inappropriate and unacceptable. I should not be handling everything so poorly. I've got to pull myself together. I've got to...

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