I had a conversation tonight, which I have no doubt will show to greatily improve a relationship I have with someone very dear.
But the thing that really gets me, is it almost never happened.
Last night, I had a great change of mind, and decided it would be better if I deleted the entry I had just posted and that I should never post another in the same strain ever again. Ever. But against my new decision and better judgment, I left it.
My sense told me that tonight would not be a good night for chatting. I was too tired. I paced around my computer. I danced with my ipod. I rolled around on the floor to tease my siblings. But by some stroke, time was moving too slowly. I got bored, gave up, and fell to chatting.
And then once, at a crucial point, I almost left completely and abruptly instead of speaking my truth. I almost ran instead of confronting my troubles.
Each time, something imperciptible changed my course.
Moral: A lot of the most seemingly inconsequential decisions we make, can have the biggest impact on our lives. For every action, there is a reaction. Every choice has a consequence. Every choice we make.
It takes but one small stone, one tiny tear drop, to start ripples which can very well resonate through our entire life.
It's not just about the conversation. There was a cd. And it prompted me to buy another. And another. And that one led me to the point where I stumbled across you. And a tiny chain reaction is housed within that which caused me to even be present at the same time. The intricate weavings of the tapestry of our lives are utterly awe striking...