Something weird is going on...
My world is turning funny colors. And the color is all amess.
My stomach is upheaving food and my head always pounds excruciatingly. It's as if there are one million tiny hammers always thrashing at my skull
I wish it would all just stop.
I wish I could be alright.
I wish I could hope and have faith like he keeps telling me to.
I think I'm learning. I think I understand.
But I'm still not sure yet. Words can't fix it.