Mary.
Cyrik.
Billy.
Jesse...but...our friendship is so crumbled...
Cyrik is too often busy...
Mary is too often ailing...
Jesse is always silent...
So then all I have left...
And it is necessary that this too dwindle.
And thusly, when I most need someone to talk to
No one is there.
Such as now. I need to talk to someone about this.
Who is there for me to talk to?
No one.
I turn my head in bewilderment, but they all have a great many other attentive relationships to tend and turn to... They all expect I have the same...
But I don't.
I am very often alone in the day. I am so very, chronically, achingly lonely...
And it's driving me, literally, insane.
I read. I devour books greedily because they are my only companions left.
Sometimes music.
I am stuck in the prison of my house though. I have no means of getting out...I have nowhere to go...
I am going mad...
Open up more in my other relationships
HA I HAVE NO MORE TO TURN TO
I HAVE NONE
I HAVE NEXT TO NO ONE
AND I HAVE NO MEANS OF REMEDY
*screams wildly and her screams turn into violent sobbing and gnashing of teeth as she foams at the mouth and dashes herself brutally against the wall*